This space is a collection of writings about many aspects of the progression and unfolding of my life. I am no flower, I am no bird. I am fox. Simple as water and ice, and a fleeting as the whip of a wing changing direction. Air currents. Plus, my memory sucks, so what better than document it? ;)
I will write many many things in this pseudo journal, and as such, I advise any readers to start where it is usually best; the beginning. Every detail counts. I am transgender, and am spiritual in a way that -to me- isn't religious. I enjoy many of the things other college students enjoy doing, am more mature than I may appear at first sight, and am a therian, as the above statements might have indicated. (Ignorance isn't permanent.) I like quiet, thinking, art, music, photography, watching people... Nature, sky, stars, trees, rustles of things happening around me while I doze contentedly in a hammock. Inspiration, drive, determination. A nice life to lead. Fulfilling, methinks.
I have lived in a complex puzzle of many different countries, have had many friend from these many countries, and sometimes, I keep in touch with them. I love to read, and spend the majority of my time on the internet. Presently, aside from summer and other random holidays, I reside mostly full time in Smith College. Possibly can be "diagnosed" with many a label, and I have astonishingly horridly annoying eyesight. Could seem insane at times. I also have a very ee cummings-esque way of writing. I can be random. I love to surprise people and joke around. Laughter is amazing. Violins are also.
I have now piercings, and plan to eventually ink myself. RIP Baby Boo 9/2003-27/12/2008 We loved life together.
I am nineteen years of age and I am, often absent-minded scarcelythere but, almost always aware of everything. I am always scrying and seeking the glints of the mundane, the life in every cup of tea, every breath of coolness the dew brings. I am not quite one or the other, I am fighting to believe, me, myself, others. I struggle to trust, and against all reason, love. I'm passionate in a quiet way, lit by the sun and calmed by the shade. I am looking to be free, and seek to tease those precious moments into infinity.